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Esther

selfawaresoup@wyrms.de

Joined 1 year, 5 months ago

Queer goth lady in Berlin, buying more books than I find time to read

Some leanings: political philosophy, psychology, queer lit, sci-fi, fantasy, horror

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2024 Reading Goal

16% complete! Esther has read 1 of 6 books.

Sarah Berger: Wen es etwas angeht (Paperback, Deutsch language, 2022, Herzstückverlag) 4 stars

​​»Ja, die sind echt, also echten Genitalien nachempfunden, also echten Genitalien, von Menschen, echten Menschen, …

Ausstellung einer Ausstellung einer Ausstellung einer …

4 stars

Eine Ausstellung von Menschen in und um eine Ausstellung in der sie sich alle, ebenso wie ich als Lesende, ständig bewegen, nie lange genug stehen bleiben um ihre Fassaden ind Abgründe vollständig zu erfassen, was so vielleicht auch besser ist.

David Graeber: The Utopia of Rules: On Technology, Stupidity, and the Secret Joys of Bureaucracy 4 stars

The Utopia of Rules: On Technology, Stupidity, and the Secret Joys of Bureaucracy is a …

Bureaucracy, Games, Capitalism, and Batman

5 stars

What an incredible book. A poignant look at how and why bureaucracies are created and maintained, how they are a form of game that’s opposed to actual play, how each of us has a responsibility to actively imagine a better world and create the conditions under which it can come into existence, and a surprise analysis of Christopher Nolan’s film “The Dark Knight Rises” which (trust me) makes sense in this context.

A clear recommendation for anyone who wants to look critically at how we as a society run the world. It’s also not too dense (as opposed to some other political philosophy works) and written in a very approachable way.

Dan McQuillan: Resisting AI (2022, Bristol University Press) 4 stars

I think I set myself for a little bit of a disappointment with this book by spending the weeks and months before reading it with a lot of the same ideas through articles and podcasts, so the book itself repeated a lot of the things I was already aware of, which isn’t the book’s fault.

It’s still a very good critical analysis of “AI” from an anti-fascist-perspective. Especially the chapters about the connections of “AI” to eugenics and about the politics of the original Luddites had a lot to offer for me, as well as the final chapter on constructing alternatives to current “AI”.

It s a good read and I’ll gladly recommend it.

The New Topping Book 2 stars

Mostly disappointing and some questionable views on consent

2 stars

I wouldn't consider myself an expert or super experienced in the subject matter (BDSM/Kink) which is why I wanted to read this book, to learn more. However it didn't have much to say that I didn't already know. That might be a sign that I've had good mentoring so far or that the book is quite shallow, or possibly both. It really only touches on basics and spends a lot of time with telling stories of the authors' amazing adventures, which tbh I wasn't really interested in.

Slightly amusing was the way these let's say slightly older authors talk about online culture in terms the "the Net" and "Netfolk". They really could have asked someone who's a bit more at home online to proofread this for them.

What really stuck out was a section where they argue that, as a top, you're supposedly obligated to follow through with dates and …

reviewed Annihilation by Jeff VanderMeer (The Southern Reach Trilogy, #1)

Jeff VanderMeer: Annihilation (Paperback, 2014, Farrar, Straus and Giroux) 4 stars

Area X has been cut off from the rest of the world for decades. Nature …

"Visceral" is the word that comes to mind

5 stars

One of the most emotionally impactful books I've read, ever. Several times I had to put it down for a moment and just let the feelings it had dug up find their way through my brain to process.