La mia prima volta

Paperback, 142 pages

Italian language

Published July 13, 2019 by J-POP Manga.

ISBN:: 978-88-3275-447-6

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28 anni. Zero autostima. Nessun futuro. Nessuna esperienza sessuale. Dopo una vita vissuta tra depressione, problemi alimentari e di autolesionismo, una ragazza decide di affidarsi ai servizi di una escort per affrontare il primo passo verso l'esperienza che spera la renderà un'autentica persona adulta. O che le permetterà, almeno, di ricevere un abbraccio.

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Journeying with your Depression to find Self-Acceptance

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Content warning Disordered Eating; Self-Harm

Nagata Kabi is depressed. She* goes through her self-abuse in the first few chapters, it's basically about realizing she deserves to be loved and accepted, so she embarks on a manga career and calls a lesbian escort agency as part of becoming an adult (at 28).

I think most of us can relate on some level. I'm 29, and still don't feel like an adult.

It's a bit of a sad comic (have not read the other 3 in the series), but I think it reinforces the idea that You have to love Yourself before you'll accept love from anyone else.

I use female pronouns for Nagata Kabi though I have heard some interpretations from some lines in this book that she'd best be described as non-binary. Unfortunately I cannot find a good source so I am using She / Her until I find out otherwise.